Sta.sh
Well, I know I told you guys about my depression right? Well... for some unexplainable reason, my Pregnant Scootaloo blog does make me really happy lol. This doesn't mean I've been neglecting my other projects because I don't want to do them or hate them or anything like that. In fact, I still LOVE Ask the Colt, Silent Ponyville, and anything else I've started doing. And I want to see all of them completed and I'd love every minute of their finished products.
But everytime I've tried to sit down and write, I read over what I wrote and go "...Wow... no I don't like how this sounds." and end up havign to rewrite it a few times. And then because I'm not being confident in what I wrote, I end up hitting blocks of what to write next. I know EXACTLY what happens next in what order it happens next, but how to best CONVEY those words to you ends up being a messy blob of "Where to begin".
With my drawings it feels like everything is pretty much clear-cut and I know exactly how things are going to be handled and shown. With writing, it feels like I've gotta put a lot more work and effort into it. Which is weird, because it WAS the opposite maybe not just a few months ago. So I can't really tell you what's going on in my brain, just that right now I REALLY gotta draw over say... write.
But I'm still trying. Between drawing I'm still trying to write. And I've been trying to focus on things I'd really LOVE to write to hopefully spur the juices flowing for the things I'd love to see finished.
You guys are STILL the best friends a guy could ask for. And I want to go ahead and thank you ALL for helping
with her recent money needs. Her goals have been met and it wouldn't have been possible if not for you guys having such huge open hearts. It really does move me deeply.Which makes me feel even worse that I haven't released more Silent Ponyville already lol. I MUST GIVE YOU MORE, I DO NOT DO ENOUGH.
do you do Doctor whooves?
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